i had a dream.

just you and me. you were reluctant to let me. but you did. and the first signs of our relation started with a simple hold of our hands. you even laid on my lap.

but things started looking different. you were with another guy. and i was throwing things around. what does it really mean. why am i like that. i rarely lose my temper unless it's really that serious.

and finally you left with your friend or friends. can't remember. leaving me to run around disillusioned and lost. hoping to find you back. i shouted for your name like wild man. but to no avail.

and come, were my eyes, that brought me to the true reality of what my dream really means...